I’m sorry for constantly complaining. I’m sorry for hurting you. I’m sorry for constantly getting jealous and angry. I’m sorry for being insecure most of the time. I’m sorry if I’m inconsiderate sometimes. I try my best not to make you act that way. I hate myself whenever I do. I never mean to make you act that way. It kills me when you stop replying to me. It scares me that you won’t reply to me anymore. It scares me that one day, you’ll leave me and stop loving me because of how I am. It scares me that you’ll eventually stop forgiving me because you’ve had enough of me. It scares me to death. I know I’m not good at this but I won’t give up. I hope you won’t give up on me too. I know I’m so difficult but I try not to be. I hope you forgive me. I hope this won’t happen again for as long as it can. I really love you so much and I don’t know how to show it to you. I feel like I can never show it to you enough. I want to be able to give back to you everything you’ve given me. You’ve given me so much. Most of the things you gave me were things I never had. And I can’t thank you enough for all of them. I am forever sorry for the way I am. I am forever sorry for everything. I love you so very much, dear. :(
I hope you read this.